With happiness comes regrets

My life has consisted of many lives. Many lives of happiness. And many lives of sadness and of regrets. The regrets shall be judged only by God and my own heart. My happiness and sadness can only be managed by my perseverance and want for life.

I look at my happiness and ask God why. Why does God reward me when I am undeserving. I look at my sadness and understand that is the consequences of my wrong doing. And deserve worse.

From my innocents

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To my corrupt self.

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Maybe I am being dramatic. But is it not what life to be, drama?

Ask yourself what is life to you. Thirty years ago I would have said it was hell. Now it is all beautiful. But still with sorrow.

That is life. Think hard and once you understand then live to the fullest.

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